I'd like to think I'm the mess you'd wear with pride

Power within

I think a lot...

Sometimes, i think so much that my thoughts get all confused in other thoughts, which then get
confused into more thoughts and then, well, i just get all confused.  So, before that happens, I want to write this thought down.

So often, I regard myself as just a spec in this wonderous world.  However, tonight it occurred to me, that I am so much more, my purpose is so much greater than that, than just being a spec.  Every person I come in contact with, I can potentially change.  I have the ability to help, to change, to love, to give, to share.  I think of the people who I have met, and every person I have ever known has played a role on the person I have become, whether it be for better or for worse, subconsciously or consciously.

We are not just specs.  We are powerful.  We hold power in every word we speak, in the way we do it, in our actions and in the love we share.  We have the power to bring about a great change in others, we cannot waste it.  It is for this that we are here, to support one another in life's journey, to uplift.
 
I heard a woman once say that, 'the world needs sweet women, women strong enough to be sweet in this tough society."

The world needs men and women strong enough to be sweet, to rise above the hardness of the world and change it, to recognize the power they have to do good and help others, and then to utilize it.


no matter how many places we go, things we see and people we meet, we only end up longing for one thing.
                                                              Each other. 

If you forget me

I want you to know

one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine. 

Love

I was asked to speak today in church on eternal marriage and something as I was speaking just hit me so hard, that we must follow the example of the Savior's love.  We must give love as he gives love, unconditionally. No matter how hard it is, how hurt you were, how many trials get in your way...forget yourself and love.  Love is an unconditional thing, and cannot nor should it ever be conditionally given.  Just love.

John 15:13
"for greater love hath no man than this than that he lay down his life for a friend"  

Lay down your life, your selfishness and personal desires for your best friend, your spouse and find true joy.