I'd like to think I'm the mess you'd wear with pride

Where I'd Rather Be



I miss the ocean, I miss bodysurfing, I miss going to the beach early on a saturday with my friends and just being tan. I miss my home in hawaii, I have grown up there the last 4 years and it is where my heart is. I will be back soon.
"Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ prepares us for whatever life brings. This kind of faith prepares us to deal with life's opportunities—to take advantage of those that are received and to persist through the disappointments of those that are lost. In the exercise of that faith, we should commit ourselves to the priorities and standards we will follow on matters we do not control and persist faithfully in those commitments, whatever happens to us because of the agency of others or the timing of the Lord. When we do this, we will have a constancy in our lives that will give us direction and peace. Whatever the circumstances beyond our control, our commitments and standards can be constant."
Dallin H. Oaks

Anytime I begin to falter, to question, to feel inadequate, I remember that my faith in this gospel is key, that as I continue in faith and trust in the Lord, and go and do, that my inadequacies will melt away, my questions will be answered and I will stand tall.

2 Nephi 4:16-35

Faith

Anytime I read the scriptures I feel peace and comfort. When I pray I feel peace and comfort. I think when you truly understand the atonement that is when you begin to understand the gospel of jesus christ. People are human and we make mistakes, that is the beauty of life. It's that we make choices, it's that we fall and we fall hard. It is that we can stand back up again, with the help of the lord, unscathed and continue walking onward. I look forward to my walk, its been a while since I last walked.

Are you Sure you Want to Leave home


Did I make a mistake by leaving or did i make the best decision of my life. Sometimes I am so sure it was the right thing but sometimes I hurt so bad. I miss the boy. He made me so happy and i miss that happiness. I took it forgranted. I guess time will answer my questions and hopefully heal my aching heart

A Simpler Me

I want to be happy. I want to be humble. I want to be sweet. I want to be passionate. I want to be faithful. I have spent the last two years in search of what can make me happy and somedays I think I have found it, but still, somedays, I know there is something that I am missing. I just hope that I can find it. I guess now is the time.