I'd like to think I'm the mess you'd wear with pride

June 18, 2012


Hey everyone!
So this week we had a miracle...
 
As a zone we decided to fast for our investigators to have spiritual experiences and well, Noel had a huge one.
We went over to Noel and Osiris' house and Noel answered the door.  He was there with his friend (and his sister-in-law) and they were both drinking.  There were beers on the table and as I sat down and saw them, the saddest feeling I have ever felt came over me. I didn't know what to do.  We knew that we probably couldn't really teach him too much, so we began to invite him to come to church and as we were inviting him, his eyes rolled into the back of his head...I asked "Noel, are you okay?"  he said to me "yeah I am okay."  Than I said, you look a little tired.  He then said, "Hermana, why am I going to lie to you, I am an alcoholic,  I am an alcoholic."  And then with tears in his eyes he said, "but I don't want to be like this anymore, I want to change.  Ever since you all started coming by I have begun to change.  You have won my heart, I am ready to change."  We began to explain that it was the Spirit that has won his heart, that has given him the desires to change and that by following his Savior Jesus Christ, by following the Greatest Man who ever lived, he could over come this and that all of his sins could be erased.  He then said," okay, I am ready to do this."  Then, we invited him in that moment to throw away his beer.  Together, that night, we poured all the beer down the drain, he received a blessing, and then the next morning when we stopped by for church, he, his best friend and Osiris were already - waiting to go to church! 
 
That moment was one of the most special moments I have ever experienced - to be able to see a man at his lowest, most humble state, recognize that he needed the Savior's help and accept the atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ.  It was a testimony to me.  I know this gospel is true, and it is only through it and following our Savior that we can be healed.   
 
Love you all!
 
Cubo
RR
 
PS:  Happy Birthday to Aunt Cyndy, Aunt Sabrina, and Granny Jo! Love you all and thanks Lukey Barnes for being the sweetest lil cuz ever and writing me :) love you!



June 11, 2012

So mom, Hermana Ahokava and I are training a new missionary...super sweet but crazy because it made me realize that I have been a missionary for a while. Just it has made me come to recognize that, I'm going home soon...The thought of being in the world scares me, the only conversation topics I have these days have to do with my mission, my investigators, and the people I have come to love. Hope you all will be ready for "awkward rachel." When the time comes its gonna be super good though. I got all those pictures in the mail, and it just made me really happy...gahh, I miss you all tons. Momma, I hope you know how much I love you. I'm proud of you. Thanks for being the best and always having my back. BE good, keep me posted on the Hawaii thing :) I love you. RR
Happy Birthday Shout Outs to:  Aunt Cyndy, EMILY EMILY EMILY, Aunt Bri, Auntie LISA
And Happy Father's Day to Grandpa, Dad, Papa Wally, Matty and Seth, Mark and Brother Wilson (and all of you other great fathers out there.)

 Here are some pictures...my ode to Boofy haha.. People were calling me senora with that dress on haha. I love you Boofy!

                                                                                                        The other photos are companions and investigators.

June 4, 2012

Hola! I just wanted to write you all a little update, so here it goes.... Right now I am serving in Alexandria, Virginia with Hermana Ahokava(thats right, I found my islander here in Virginia!). We are having a blast and seeing so many miracles. Man, its the best! Right now we are teaching a few people that are really progressing. I want to tell you all about Noel y Osiris from Honduras, my family, haha. Its crazy but I never thought I could love as much as I love them. They are the sweetest, and all that I want for them is to be completely happy. Hermana Sorensen and I found them about 4 months ago knocking doors and they just let us right in. Since then I have come to know them...they have told us of their struggles leaving their son in Honduras so they could support him, crossing the border, working 2 sometimes 3 jobs, and we have been able to see how the gospel has helped them, how it has lightened there eyes and also the weight on their backs. It has been such a testimony to me that this gospel, has a healing power, that this work, is God's work, and that His work is to help us all return to Him so we can be eternally happy. I love you all. Cubo RR PS: happy birthday Aunt Nina, Cali, Lindsay, and Sarah. love you

May 21, 2012

Hey everyone- So this last week has really been incredible. We have just been super blessed with a lot of miracles. Man, I feel so humbled everyday to be a part of this work, the Lord's work, a spiritual work, an eternal work. To see peoples lives change and to be able to be an instrument in the hands of the Lord. What a humbling experience and what a blessing. This last week I got to go on an exchange back to Bella Vista and see my former investigators who I have missed so much. It was a really sweet experience. First we went and see the Family Arguetta. Oh how I love this family. They are a family of 6 from El Salvador and Marta makes the best pupusas ever! Well I guess the last couple of transfers they have been kinda stuck, Marta has been waiting for an answer from God. So me and Hna Thompson we went in to go and teach them and we talked with her about how she expected to receive her answer. She said through prayer and the feelings she received. We then asked her if she had prayed specifically, to know if these things were true, to which she replied she didn't have to, she already knew. She said that she just wasn't sure about baptism. In that moment, I remembered her telling us(me and hna moya) about a dream she had the first night she met us about 6 months ago. That night, after we taught her the first lesson, we invited her to pray for guidance. Well, she did it. That night she got on her knees and prayed and asked God for guidance, for where she should go with her kids, where he wanted her to be. She had a dream, that she was in the church with me and Hna Moya. She received an answer from God the first night she met us. The Spirit was able to remind me of her telling us of that dream and and it testified to her that that was her answer. She said that it was right and that she didn't want to go to church anywhere else. Right now, they are preparing for baptism the 15th of June! The second sweet experience I had that day was when we went to see Carmen...Carmen is the best, she came up to me and Hna Moya in church back in Dec and asked to learn from us. Unfortunately she has also been stuck lately because she is living with her boyfriend and has had a fear of leaving him over something she wasn't sure was true. As she has been taught she has seen so many people progress to baptism and change, for example her boyfriend's nephew Rudy was baptized the 5th of May. She went to his baptism and was moved to tears. So that night we went to see her. She said the opening prayer and the spirit was in the room so strongly. We talked a little about Rudy's baptism and how much he had changed and how he had a full testimony of the gospel. We then talked to her about the gospel of Jesus Christ and how much He loved her. She expressed her feelings of how she wished the past could be wiped away and then we read with her Alma 7:10-15. The Spirit was so strong in the room. We explained to her that through the gospel of Jesus Christ, through faith in Him, repentance and baptism, all can be washed away, erased. We asked her how she would feel to be completely clean from her past? She began to cry and we asked her how she was feeling. With tears rolling down her face she said that she had gone to the catholic church growing up and she liked it, but it never made her feel the way she felt, it never made her cry...she said she knew the church was true. We invited her to come unto Christ and be baptized the 15th of June to which she excepted. I love my mission, I love all that it has given me. In this time, I feel like I have come to see things and people with a different perspective, I see them now as my brothers and sisters, and I love them so much! I only want the best for them, I only want to help them be the happiest they can be. I know from experience that the truest happiness you can receive is by living the gospel of Jesus Christ and I feel so grateful to my Heavenly Father to have had the chance to go back to Bella Vista that day, to see my people haha, the ones that I have grown to love with all my heart and to see the moment where they felt the truth and accepted it. The Holy Ghost testified to them the truth, It testified to them the eternal truth, that God loves them and that He wants to see them again. The gospel is so true. God's hand is in our lives everyday. I am a witness of it. I love you all so much. Cubo RR

May 7, 2012

Hello dear family: How I love you all so much. So this week out here in the mission was really awesome. We got to hear from President Bednar and the spirit in the room was so incredible. After we walked out I remember feeling so physically, mentally and spiritually drained. He talked so much about faith and so much about how we had to act in order to truly learn and to truly gain a testimony. He also talked a lot about humility, about being the instrument that the Lord needs you to be so that He can work through you. I have come to realize on my mission, that all of this work has absolutely nothing to do with me. All the success, the miracles I have seen have all been because the Lord gave them to me, so that I could learn more and be more grateful to Him. And I am. I am so grateful to my Savior, to my Best Friend. Cubo, RR

Bowling

SISTERS ACTIVITY - MARCH 5, 2012
The whole beautiful group
Sisters Sorenson, Hardt, Ahokava, Raynor, and Dezzeo
Pres with Sis Yoon, Moses, Crockett, Ferrin, and Murray
Sisters Mecham, Rozsa, Anderson , Hanson, Ferrin, Sister Albright, Sorenson, Crockett, Moses, Smith, Barnes, Raynor, and Ganbaatar

Wash DC Missionary Fun Day

SPANISH MISSIONARY FUN On March 19, 2012 we had all the Spanish Speaking missionaries come to the mission home for a P-day activity and barbecue. It was lots of fun. What a wonderful group of young men and women. They had a great time. They love to get together and visit because they are spread all over the mission and don't see each other alot.

April 23, 2012

April 23, 2012 Hey everyone, This week has been a week I will never forget. Let me start of by saying I am still serving in Alexandria but now I am with Hermana Dezzeo, from Venezuela. Alright, so the Lord has been blessing us insurmountably. As of right now we have 5 people preparing to be baptized el Cinco de Mayo! That's right, we know how to celebrate Cinco de Mayo...well the Lord does. So let me just tell you about a little miracle that happened yesterday.... We went on an exchange so Hermana Dezzeo could go see a former investigator get baptized, I stayed here and went to go see Carolina and her family (from Mexico). As we were about to start, Angel, the best friend of Carolina's husband knocked the door, came in and sat down. -Side note: Angel is a former investigator who has had a really rough past- We started to read with them from the book of Mormon, 3 Nefi 27. As we read there was an overwhelming peace that entered in the room. We started talking about how our purpose here in this life is to do the things the Savior did, to follow him, to repent, be baptized, and endure to the end. I then asked Angel what he could do to follow his Savior...his reply was, 'be baptized, change my life, and do what i know is right.' In that moment, the spirit was so strong, and so I invited him to follow the footsteps of his Savior and be baptized the 13 of May...he said sure, and then I said actually, how about el Cinco de Mayo? He replied, “that sounds like a way better date.” Last night he came to a baptism with us and was telling everyone he was getting baptized the 5th of May. Angel was lost, he was struggling, but the Lord has been preparing him. I know the Spirit testified to every person in that room, in that moment, of the truthfulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ, of the importance of following the Savior and doing what was right. Someone said that 'when we invite people to come unto Christ, the gates of hell tremble'...I know the gates of hell were trembling, I know that this gospel is true. I know that this is the way back to eternal peace and happiness...it is so so sweet. I love you all. Miss you. Cubo RR 


March 26, 2012

March 26, 2012 HOLA FAMILIA, WELP, ANOTHER WEEK HAS COME AND GONE HERE IN ALEXANDRIA VIRGINIA (I THINK THATS HOW IT’S SPELLED...STILL HAVEN’T FIGURED OUT HOW TO SPELL VIRIGINIA). WE HAVE BEEN WORKING REALLY HARD THIS WEEK, KNOCKING A LOT OF APARTMENT BUILDINGS TRYING TO FIND SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE READY TO LISTEN TO THE GOSPEL AND WE HAD A MIRACLE. TWO SUNDAYS AGO AT ABOUT 8:55, A MAN OPENS THE DOOR, HE IS FROM HONDURAS. I START TALKING TO HIM AND TELLING HIM WHO WE ARE AND HE TELLS US TO COME IN. AS WE WALK IN HE GOES AND GETS HIS WIFE AND BROTHER. TURNS OUT, ALL THREE HAD HEARD MISSIONARIES IN HONDURAS AND ALL THREE WERE INTERESTED IN KNOWING MORE. WE HAVE TAUGHT THEM A FEW LESSONS AND THIS SUNDAY THEY CAME TO CHURCH! ITS THE BEST FEELING WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN SEARCHING FOR THE GOSPEL, JUST LOOKING FOR IT, AND YOU GET TO HELP THEM FIND IT! i WAS SO STOKED. THEY ARE SUCH GOOD PEOPLE. ANYWAYS, I’M SURE I HAVE TOLD YOU ALL THIS BEFORE, BUT I LOVE MY MISSION. I HAVE JUST BEEN THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I HAVE LEARNED THE LAST 9 MONTHS AND IT BLOWS MY MIND. MY PERSPECTIVE, MY VALUES, THE PERSON I WANT TO BE HAVE ALL CHANGED AND IT’S BECAUSE OF MY MISSION. IT’S ONE OF THOSE THINGS WERE I AM SO GRATEFUL I DECIDED TO COME OUT HERE. THE THOUGHT OF MISSING OUT ON THIS LEARNING AND GROWING EXPERIENCE - I WOULD HAVE BEEN SO NAIVE. I KNOW THAT THIS IS WHERE I NEEDED TO BE. I KNOW NOW, THAT THE GOSPEL IS TRUE AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AND MISS YOU. THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME. CUBO RR